| So today ive just been kinda hanging out....I came over to Britt-nitts to watch the Laguna Marathon!!!!!! I LOVE LAGUNA!!!!!!! Then we made a mission to the band room to get my invitation to a party that we thought we might go to.....but now i dont think we will be doing that idea... Last night i went to Tulsa with Britt-nitt to meet Jared and Hannah for Dinner...It was so fun!!!!!!!! I HAD A BLAST!!!!!!!!!! we should do it some more....it made me happy.... We drove around for a while went to Starbucks where according to Britt we could be "intellectuals"....We went to Krispy Kreme to get her parents some donuts..... Omg so we were eating at Steak and Shake last night well this girl had a camera that was like the biggest camera ive ever seen!!!!!!! and then she started taking pictures of us and it was really really creepy!!!!! So just a thought: Why do I do something that I dont like to do? i mean i just dont like it at all.... the reason I stayed in to begin with was for something else and that isnt even worth it any more... I quit doing something i was actually good at.....because the coach said you couldnt do both.....and what did i quit it for??? nothing.....i dont plan on doing it in college so it is a BIG WASTE OF TIME!!!! so what do i do from here??? Quit??? continue to stay and just hate it more??? i dont know what to do... |
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GOT NEW A
JOB
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| "Messenger Bird's Song"
the kitchen is cold
but the coffee is warm
and the suns coming up
the day has just begun
and your already bored.
bored of cheering me up
bored of calming me down
bored of drying my eyes
but there once was a time when you were the one.
you were the blue of the sky
you came after the storm
you were the switch on the wall
in the dark of the hall
im still fumbling for
cuz im lost in the black
i dont know where I am.
arms strecthed out in front
im calling your name
just as loud as I can
I know theres words that we will never speak
and the questions cant be answered easily
but I wanted to be easy so
nod your head if the plans have change
shake it, love, they stayed the same
smile at me and I will stay
start to cry and I'll go away
just please dont leave me guessing.
so you made me come
then you sent me away
like a messenger bird
so I circled the earth
blown away in the wind
but I always returned
with some new little song
some sad story to tell
of a breif love affair
with a girl I compared to you and she failed
you said you dont want me to beg
then you said get down on your knees
cuz you knew that I would
if I do any good satisfying your needs.
and I know all about those things we cannot speak
and just so you know well they dont bother me
so you dont have to be worried
just nod your head if the plans have changed
shake it, love, if they stayed the same
smile at me and I will stay
start to cry and I'll go away
just please dont keep me waiting
just nod your head if your mind's been changed
shake it, love, if some hope remains
just say the word and of course ill stay
roll your eyes and Ill go away
just please dont leave me guessing.
just please dont keep me waiting |
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I GOT ROSES & I AM ONE HAPPY GIRL.......
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